On Holiday

I am staying in a large house. There is a massive staircase and a large hall. The carpets are red. The man who owns is quite old and grumpy. I think it is a hotel, or bed and breakfast.

I am in a swimming pool. It’s very large. I am with some women I know, they are actresses. They are rehearsing something. Rose from the Golden Girls is there. She is playing a part normally played by Julie Walters in one of Victoria Woods’ sketches. There is a guy there, I think he likes me, I somehow manage to swim over the top of him. I have my eye mask (I sometimes wear it when I go to bed), I think this is why I swim over him. I don’t have it on the whole time.

I think I am on holiday here and the house is where I’m staying. It is a lovely outdoor pool and the weather is really warm. It’s so big at one point I think I’m swimming in an ocean (a tropical one, it’s very calm and blue). I can see boats and water jets. There are some girls here I used to know from King Eddies. Me and a friend I’m with are playing a game with them. I haven’t played it before, but I’m okay at it. We have to throw a ball at a net.

I have my eye mask on again, I am swimming lengths with my friend. At one point I take lift them up and my friend says see, it’s not so bad. The pool attendant comes to tell us we have to get out and we swim to the side, and wait a bit before getting out. I can see green fields and it is sunny. We are the last to get out, I don’t want to get out. When the pool is drained it suddenly looks much smaller and there I a surprising amount of dirt at the bottom of it. It looks really, really deep. My friend is an attractive woman, not sure if she is older or younger than me, she has looked after herself. She brown hair just past her shoulders. She is very nice.

Back in Ramsey

I have gone back to Ramsey to see Jane. I am at her house. I think I have done a session with him. Matthew is sitting on the floor in the hall playing with a truck. Jane is in the kitchen making him dinner. I walk past him up the stairs and say, ‘Mmmm, that smells nice, yum yum.’ He repeats ‘Yum, yum.’ I am really surprised, I call Jane, but she seems cool about it so I conclude this isn’t unusual. She is telling me about a girl who works for them. She pays her to take Matthew out to places to keep him quiet. She says this girl is okay but they’re not really that pleased with her.