Satsung

I am with an Asian family. We are driving to get away from the police. We stop, there is a crowd gathering, it looks like an inner city area. People are standing by the edge of the pavement. We are waiting for the master. He arrives in a wheelchair. He has something shiny on his forehead. It looks like the mask the black figure was wearing on the stage. It is like a black spot with a white shiny edge. It is shaped more like a heart than a circle.

After he has gone, some of the lads steal a police car. I am with them, I think there are some women too. At one point I am afraid the police are chasing us. We manage to avoid detection and arrive at some flats. We go inside one of the ground floor flats. It looks a bit dingy inside. The boys go into the front room. I go into the back room. There are two women there, they are sitting on a sofa knitting and watching television. There are some patio doors leading to a garden. It looks a bit like our house at Shenstone W.E.. There is a dog there, he is very friendly. I sit in a chair and pet the dog.

A Pregnant Friend

E. form Cambs is there, she is pregnant. She doesn’t have a boyfriend, I wonder how she got herself pregnant. She is wearing a long dress with a small flower pattern on it and sandals. We are at an amusement park. Her mother is there, she looks much younger than I thought she was, she doesn’t seem t mind that E. is pregnant. I think she made Emma the dress, I see myself wearing something similar. I look very slim in it.

There is a stage, it is a small stage. It is in darkness. There are white chiffon sheets hanging down. I have just come off the stage. I turn around and see a figure where a black hood and cloak peeping out at me. Out where the audience would sit are a few people. E.’s mum has brought me a hamster cage. There is no hamster in it, just a note saying it will be back. I think I have been looking after it for someone. I begin making the cage look nicer. This woman helps me, she has a young girl with her. I put some small plastic plants inside it and some pebbles also there is a little pond. This woman has some earth pellets, I put thee inside some of the tubes, so the hamster can imagine it is burrowing through the earth. It reminds me of my brother’s hamster cage. He is standing nearby watching.

A Labyrinth

I am standing in my parents back garden. It is night, there are lots of people about. I see Ben R. and Liz C.. There is a small summer house there. It has a bedroom. I go inside and go to bed. I am dressed in a white nightie. My room has patio doors that lead into the garden where I can see everyone. There is rain on the doors. Something happens to make me get up, something to do with Liz. I open the patio doors a little bit and slide out. Liz is trying to follow me but can’t keep up.

It is day now, there is a path round the side of the building. Which leads into some kind of maze. The ground is grass and the walls of the maze are hedges. There is an Chinese man dressed in black I know is waiting for me in the maze. I see his arm poking out from around a corner. We fight in an eastern style of fighting. He falls to ground, he has been holding a fencing sword. I pick it up and point it at his chest to show I’ve won.

Back outside my cabin it is dark again. I see a car, it is a small sports car, red with a white strip and a number painted on. I think it must be used in races. It moves and appears to be buried under grass. My dad is now sitting on top of it, my brother E. is there as well. Ben R. is there and Sandy T.. she looks shorter than she is real life, she is wearing a dark suit. She wants to hold my hand, but I notice she has lots of white spots on left hand and I pull away.

I want to get away from her too, I head towards the house, the path becomes very wide, it’s daylight now, it is paved with a yellowish stone. (Makes me think of the yellow brick road, and the emerald city. The solar plexus where our personality is, is yellow, and this leads to the next chakra, the heart centre which is green). This isn’t how it looks in real life. Sandy starts chasing me. Now she has become a little girl in a pink dress. I stop running and turn around back up the path. She slips and carries on sliding down the path. There is a raised flowerbed on the right side of the path. Some of the brick work is crumbling away. There is also another cabin like building there. I climb into the flower bed to hide down the side of the building.

Hotel California

I see Helen Y, a girl who used to be in my tutor group at school. She is walking ahead of me on the other side of the road. She never turns round and I never see her face. It is a nice road, with trees and it looks very green. We are both heading for the same building. I notice her hair mostly. It is still in a bob, but it is straight and no longer curly. She still bleaches it, she shows me her roots.

Inside this building are other people, some I knew from school. There is a room where we do art. I have three drawings on the wall. One is small on white paper. Then there are two large sketches of groups of people. Which I have then gone over with ink. One with red ink the other with green ink. The red picture and the small drawing are the wall outside the room, the green one is inside. (something to do with extrovert and introvert tendencies and left and right sides of our brain?). It is the red one I notice the most, the figures are all from the waist up, they are male, they aren’t wearing anything, they are all quite muscular. One man in particular stands out, he is looking at the viewer with a big smile on his face.

I am at the top of a very tall office building. I think I’m in Japan, or it is a Japanese company that owns it. I can see lots of escalators going down. I am looking at the walls, everything is grey or silver and metallic.

I have to go and see a woman. Something to do with my computer. The only way I can get to her though is to climb along the outside of the building and talk to her through a small window. She passes me a piece of paper through the window. I try to get inside, but the window appears to be locked and she seems to have changed her mind. This woman looks quite young, she has dark shoulder length hair. I manage to get in though.

I am back inside the hotel building. I am in the canteen. Ben R. is there and Sandy is there and some others. We are forming a queue. No one seems to be serving yet. There are a couple of women sitting on the sofa. They know Sandy. They think it’s funny she is trying to chat me up. I look at my hand and I have the same white spots Sandy has. I start squeezing them. She has me corned, I fall on top of thee other two women. I manage to get away and go looking for my room.